Strumming Some Heartstrings


Friday, 12 August 2011
at 8/12/2011 07:01:00 pm

Sheng.
Do you realise that without you, all my smile are empty? Haha. All your friend agree that you changed. Heartless? Maybe. Thinking to let go every second, failed to do it when i remembered the past. Annoying? I acted strong. The more "strong" i am, the more jerk you are becoming. Yeah obviously not pain to you. You were the one that wishes for a break every time. You know how much it will hurt me but you are just selfish. "I have totally no feeling for u." I remember that time February 22. And the day you walked away. Did you realise that i cry everyday? Did you realise i still turn to you when i needed a care and you just put salt into that wound. I been missing you too much that i had to say, had to vent out. Everytime to you, I am just a invisible person. A person that you loved and cared before. In the first place, is that really "love" ?
All of this is I started it and ended it if you realise. I been a more hyper girl in the past, when i do like you, true me started to show. You hated it. Then you want and force me to end it. Everything to you is just being ignored. When i had enough of trying to Forget you. You have been stupid and me too. We letted go before we even tried. Perharps we did, but the scarifices is just too small to see the change.
Because of my possiveness love, you wanted freedom. Because of my jealousy, you wanted to let go. It was all my fault. I shouldn't cry. Shouldn't blame you for anything. But doesn't you love me? Can't you just ... Nevermind. If you see this then i dont care.

P.m Love isn't there. Its just a illusion created by hate to make you fall into its trap.
xoxo,
you know you done love me




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